Tuesday, January 30, 2007
darn.....irritating i am....... other den tt...nth much to say.......
Well, there ain't no luck in these loaded dice.
But baby, if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams,
and our old lives,
We'll find a place,
where the sun still shines
Bon Jovi "Always"
;4:41 AM
Sunday, January 21, 2007
Brrr.... so cold can.... i am like at marina square de starbucks... by right is doin hw and projects with classmates..but well... i feel like blogging..lol... i am drinking some mint tea now...tazo mint tea.. =D not bad leh..still can refill de..better den drinking frap... i always drink mocha frap...den well...so just drink something different... =D i din really get good sleep last nite...kept waking up for watever reason... dreamt stuff tt is rather crappy... something just seems wrong..but i cant tell wat isit... i need to sort my thoughts out i guess..... i met up with shi xin first today..... got to rush my page layout assignments.... den i am still lacking of my perspective view of my character design for my 2D animation... sigh...holidays are OVER tml... arg..... i wan more holiday!!!! sitting over the other side....is a bunch of kids..playing some card games at starbucks.... they mega noisy can.... lucky i got my ipod blasted and well... not really bothering me.... =) on my way here.... lots of flashback... damn.... tt got me rather upset at first....seriously i hate marina square and suntec la....... sigh..... =( guess i better be on task....mug =p I will go on without her...
Like a fool who's too sure
I'm like a bird who's lost her wing
A fire without its flame..
"Lin Jun Jie;Now that she's gone"
;12:14 AM
Saturday, January 20, 2007
haha.... finally reach home le... i reach home den online le..... fren say wan send me things.... morning got work from 11am to 11pm..crazy rite..haha... den amanda half way sms me..ask me if wan meet her at zouk... was really tired la..but nvm la..since zouk beside only =p She brought like duno how many frens along la.....den i am like alien dere... know a few only ... cos last time got go out ..but nv really talk much....drank beer lor... and duno wat from amanda..lol... but nvm la..nt impt.. so long nv go out drink with her le..still remember last time we 2 always go sit at ECP den we go dere talk and drink... but now we both like busy with sch work....oh well... Hmmm...today jac and yi xin brought Tom yam soup to work sia...is they cook de wor...actually nt bad leh...abit too spicy la..agreed by me..zigen,jensen and even law... LOL... btw..its the first time me and law actually chatted la... lol...thanks leh..for the soup..rice and egg.. =D now waiting for jac de reply... maybe i should go offline =D I've found a reason for me
to change who I used to be
a reason to start over new
and
the reason is you
"Hoobastank-The Reason"
;8:55 AM
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
Always This Romeo is bleeding, but you can't see his bloodIt's nothing but some feelings.That this old dog kicked up.It's been raining since you left me.Now I'm drowning in the floodYou see I've always been a fighter.But without you I give up Now I can't sing a love song.Like the way it's meant to be.Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore.But baby, that's just meYeah I, will love you, baby.Always and I’ll be there.Forever and a day, alwaysI'll be there, till the stars don't shine.Till the heavens burst and the words don't rhyme.I know when I die you'll be on my mind.and I'll love you, alwaysNow your pictures that you left behind.Are just memories of a different life.Some that made us laugh.Some that made us cry.One that made you have to say goodbyeWhat I'd give to run my fingers through your hair.Touch your lips, to hold you near,When you say your prayers, try to understand.I've made mistakes; I'm just a manWhen he holds you close, when he pulls you near.When he says the words.You've been needing to hear, I'll wish I was him'Cause these words are mine, to say to you'Til the end of timeYeah I, will love you, baby.Always and I’ll be there.Forever and a day, alwaysIf you told me to cry for you, I could.If you told me to die for you, I would.Take a look at my face.There's no price i won't pay.To say these words to youWell, there ain't no luck in these loaded dice.But baby, if you give me just one more try.We can pack up our old dreams, and our old lives,We'll find a place, where the sun still shinesYeah I, will love you, baby.Always and I’ll be there.Forever and a day, alwaysI'll be there, till the stars don't shine.Till the heavens burst and the words don't rhyme..I know when I die you'll be on my mind.and I'll love you, always
;6:51 AM
Saturday, January 13, 2007
How I hurt people when I didn’t mean that. Karma always followed after. How the people I loved walk away from me, and how a trust so strong just vanished as if it never meant to be. Beautiful tales, ugly chronicles, sorrow, pain and cold happiness jump in my life one right after the other.
“Count your blessings instead of sheep” that’s what people said to me. Yes, I do admire how life gave me wondrous coincidences that always happen and I believe it was something destined to be. The state of emergency is where I want to be.But one thing for sure I’m fed up with this episode. I need a getaway, someone that dares to take me somewhere I could test my courage on life’s ugliest side. Like New York, where individualistic is the only thing that matters, or Mississippi where family values still on the major track. Maybe Europe, where I can die artistically among the true meaning of art, and perhaps Japan, where I can taste a bit of radical fashion & technology of the future.
Dreaming of distant imagination brought me back to the same moonlight. It just bright and quiet, shining on my optimism of a new year, a new life. I know when I’m not here anymore, I’m still looking at the same full moon…it never change.. My friend left me with words, tangled into sentence and it killed my whole humanoid world. People say good things to me when they don’t actually mean it. I say harsh words because I mean it. I say nice pleasant sentences because I feel that to them. Not because I have to! I really am cutting myself from this world and their behavior. I had enough and feel so sick every time I take another word coming from their mouth and arranged by their pathetic tongue. I go through all this
Before you wake up
So I can feel happier
To be safe up here with you
;11:38 PM
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
Forever Lovemou hitori de arukenai toki no kaze ga tsuyosugiteAh kizutsuku koto nante nareta hazu dakedo ima wa... Ah kono mama dakishimete nureta mama no kokoro o kawaritsuzukeru kono toki ni kawaranai ai ga aru nara
Will you hold my heart namida uketomete mou kowaresou na All my heart
Forever Love Forever Dream afureru omoi dake ga hageshiku setsunaku jikan o umetsukusu Oh Tell my why .....All I see is blue in my heart....
Will you stay with me kaze ga sugisaru made mata afuredasu All my tears
Forever Love Forever Dream kono mama soba ni iteyoake ni furueru kokoro dakishimeteOh Stay with me
Ah subete ga owareba ii owari no nai kono yoru ni Ah ushinau mono nante nanimo nai anata da-ke
Forever Love Forever Dream kono mama soba ni iteyoake ni furueru kokoro dakishimete
Ah Will you stay with me kaze ga sugiaru made mou dare yori mo soba ni
Forever Love Forever Dream kore ijyou arukenai Oh Tell me why Oh Tell me true oshiete ikiru imi o Forever Love Forever Dream afureru namida no naka kagayaku kisetsu ga eien ni kawaru made Forever Love Translated to english .....Will you hold my heart? Stop flowing tears. Again, all of my heart is broken....
Forever love, forever dream Only flowing emotions,bury this intense, trying, meaningless times. Oh tell me why ... all I see is blue in my heart.
Will you stay with me? Wait until after the wind passes,all my tears are still flowing...
Forever love, forever dream Stay with me like this. Hold my trembling heart in the dawn. Oh stay with me...
Ah, everything good seems to be ending, in this unending night.Ah, what else would you lose if nothing at all matters.
Forever love, forever dream, stay with me like this. Hold my trembling heart in the dawn.
Oh will you stay with me... Until the wind passes, stay with me again.
Forever love, forever dream, I'll never walk this path. Oh tell me why, tell me true, teach me how to live. Forever love, forever dream, within flowing tears Bright seasons will forever change again and again .... forever love...
HERE is the video to the song.. its a very nice song.... very meaningful.... sigh... =( enjoy....
;11:01 PM
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
Now christmas and new yr is over...its 2007!!! hahaha.... but well... the yr didnt seems right la...alot of bad things happen..as in nt to me..but to ppl tt i noe...haha.... sad...bt still....hahha..... oh ya..i finally bought my FAV adidas Tshirt!!!!!! WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
Today met up with kenneth too.... he folloow me go print things for mr singh...lol...den in the end...we end up shopping after we print the stuff...he was like shopping like no tml ....cos he say he seldom shop..damn power la he..bought a adidas polo t and a levis jeans.... hahaha....i bought a reef t shirt and a levis jeans too..haha.... tt person still renew my levis membership..cos spend more den 300 dolli ma...lol.... she still say nx mth i could shop at 25% discount..cos its my bday mth..hahaha...shall buy lots of things for myself in my bday mth ! =DD Long time nv see kat and delphine le...haha.... they r like so busy in sch la....today i smsed kat and she was like complaining the piles of hw tt she had..LOL!>..damn funny.... i din really get to talk to delphine...she seems busy.. lol =D...anyway..miss ur la... =) hmmmm..... today hoh...my dad suddenly come to me...and tell me to slowly find a gf...dun rush into relationship..den i was like HUH..?! hahahaha.... duno why he suddenly come into this topic.... i am like not rushing into anything ma.... i did think of getting into a relationship..but i guess i couldnt put the past down.... until den... i shall just be myself ba =D oh ya.... i installed window vista into my lappy....its cool la pls..... so damn nice lor.... and i got the dock in my window...just like apple com.... i go download one...its useful leh.. i was like blogging halfway and editing jac de report haha....damn power rite... can multi task..wahhahaa!! =DD well...i nx time den write more la ok? getting tired le... Nites!!
;6:56 AM
